I think i'm pregnant 'coz my period got delayed and instead of having a heavy period I got a brown thingy
in my undies. They said on the internet that i'm having an implanation spotting which means 30% of having that
is pregnant, which still i'm not ready and so the guy is.
But I took a pregnancy test which is negative. But i'm still worried. T.T
I'm having a mild cramps and a brownish thingy and some blood when I urinate.
I hope this is just a false alarm.
Anyone does know something about this? I'm so really not focused on my work because of this.
I'm in work like now, and I kept asking myself.. what to do next what is my next step?
I'm so confused about which path am I going to take..
Will I took again the managerial position exam nor resign and go to abroad?
Which is better?
Sometimes I think i'm so all alone, because my parents are in the province and I rarely visit them.
The fact that I am lonely..
I dated some guys, most of them are hook ups.
And I realize, why am I doing this?
"I'm not this kind of person, but i'm lonely. I need someone"
I tell that to myself..
Am I really finding true love or someone to be with?
I know I should took care of myself and my family first.
Am I going to this stage of maturity?
I really don't know right now.
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